Feeling okay, not great but better than yesterday. Definitely felt better earlier in the day though.
Got up and then put my alarm on snooze for an hour. Also I definitely woke up well before my alarm and then went to back to sleep. A depression tradition. Got ready for church, biked over. It was hot but I had a sufficient change of clothes so that was fine.
Fast and Testimony meeting wasn't too bad. Not the greatest ever but for the most part on topic. I wasn't very participatory in sunday school. Maybe I had nothing to say, maybe I was a bit too depressed to think of something to say. I ended up telling two people that I'm depressed, sort of. One I actually used the d-word (and he did ask a follow up later on, asking if it was stress so I told him it's just cyclical), the other I just heavily implied it (spending the afternoon crying isn't a normal person thing after all). I'm glad the people here are good, and I like them.
Went to a cookout after church. I did a tamarind-palm sugar glaze grilled pineapple (with cinnamon and cloves, of course) which turned out real well, though I'm not sure if the glaze actually did anything. Smelled amazing (and tasted great) at the very least. My peanut sauce and sambal were also I hit, though I think I'm the only one who put them on my burger (which was an excellent idea). Talked with some people and yeah it was a good cookout.
Went home, planned for this weekend's campout (roommate is going so that makes getting there much easier. We'll probably go climbing afterwards), ate terribly (jellybeans and pretzels but not real meals) and didn't do much else. Not sure where the time went.
Anyway, I'm tired now even though I've really only been up for like 15 hours and only did like 13 miles today. (Atypical) Depression do be like that.
Oh I need to post more bird pictures, because I now have people asking why I haven't posted in a while. It makes me happy knowing my pictures brighten other people's days.
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