Pre-Summer Day 14

My alarm went off at 7, but other than briefly going downstairs (before returning to bed) I didn't really get up till 10. So the hypersomnia is back (along with the terminal insomnia since I definitely woke up before my alarm to fall back to sleep). Oh and excessive daytime sleepiness as well. I didn't feel too bad moodwise. Certainly not good, but not bad either. Still anhedonic and without much of an appetite. Energy levels are lower than they were over the weekend but I'm still feeling kinda irritable/snappy and definitely was on a creative kick again (quite frankly I could probably stay up a real long time tonight but I'm going to force myself to bed again).

Showered and went to the office. Answered some emails, read some stuff and then went out to get lunch. Came back, read some more stuff (yay lack of motivation) and finally got around to the grading assignments I needed to do (I'm caught up now). Was finished around 6 so I had 30 minutes to kill before getting ready for FHE. I slowly ate soup I brought from home and messed around on the acoustic guitar sitting in the student breakroom. I can play three (power) chords: E, B and A. So basically, I have just enough skill to play a song. I also found a melody for Fishing for Birds that I liked well enough but unfortunately I didn't record it and have since forgot it. Maybe I'll find it again. And hopefully I'm not accidentally plagiarizing (even if that is the shithe way). At the very least, while the lyrics are cringey I think this still might be my best lyrical work yet. Can't wait to start the insanity that is Doctrines of Annihilation. Right now (since I over commit to everything, especially creative endeavors...hmmm) I kind of want to do a painting for each song, along with the album cover. Make Šyþed Pyklez a true multimedia project. We'll see what happens, that's a long term goal.

Went to FHE, ate a lot of watermelon and played apples to apples. I won by a lot, partially because I had an advantage playing from the beginning (more people joined over time) and partially because I'm good. Went home. Sat around, got called by a friend and then wrote this. 

Already did my mood diary and you may notice something I didn't do. I swear I'll call tomorrow, I just got very demoralized by my trouble getting up this morning.