Monday, June 19, 2023

Pre-Summer Day 21

Didn't manage to get out of bed till 8 but at least I'm getting better. And I think I slept through the whole night again. My mood was also pretty normal feeling so maybe I am feeling better for now. 

Anyway, got up showered and prepared to go to work. Made it as far as the stoplight when I realized my back tire felt off so I reached down and yes it had lost a lot of air. So I went home, found where the hole was and patched it. We'll see how much longer the tube lasts, it was pretty worn. Then I went to work, stopping at the bike shop on the way for a spare tube.

At work I finished grading some stragglers and fixed some grades. And listened to music (new KennyHoopla song came out the other day and Front Bottom's Punching Bag is still stuck in my head). Otherwise didn't do much, I probably should have done more but today is technically a holiday and I'm lazy.

FHE was fun; we used the family tree app to do the find my relatives thing and then draw out those connections to make big webs. As is tradition, I am for the most part not really related to everyone else in the ward. Which is weird because I'm from polygamist pioneer stock and so is most everyone else there. Funnily enough one of the people I am closest to (7th cousins once removed; she wasn't quite my closest but at least initially I was the closest to her) was even more unrelated to everyone despite also being deep pioneer stock.  

Went home. Intended to be productive somehow (washing dishes, starting the diorama, doing work) but wasn't. Well I did start building a survey for the DnD group I'm apparently setting up. And I'm tired now, which is a good thing. It's good to be tired when you're feeling alright. 

Oh, the psychiatrists' office called this afternoon and asked me about myself and my problems. So we'll see who they match me with. I hope for a quick diagnosis and hope that the fact that I'm biased towards a certain one isn't too troublesome. I want a proper diagnosis and have to put aside my biases to let the psychiatrist figure out what's wrong with me. Not that high energy, caffeine sensitivity, weird reactions to low sleep, atypical depression, and age profile don't strongly suggest a certain disease. But proving 4 days of hypomania is really hard.

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