Posting this a day late, but it is important that I document every day. My class had an exam today so I had to make sure to leave home early. Exam went fine (lots of questions to answer so I ran around the hall they were taking it in the whole time), went to the butcher to buy some very expensive rabbit and then went home. Sat around for a bit (can't remember doing what. Moping? Oh and talking with Jason. That was good actually, I gave him some advice about General Conference that actually felt a bit inspired. And I sent Lillian some resources for finding an assistantship here since her program has been very quiet about funding) and then went on a bike ride to the boardwalk (beautiful day). Lost my left mitten, unfortunately, so now I'm wearing a right mitten and a right glove. Went home, avoided doing my homework some more. Ate at some point. Did the first part of the assignment, which had nothing to do with my own research. Avoided writing the email. Finally started it. Opened up (a bit, not fully) about some of my struggles with research. Got it sent off like 1:15. Set alarms for 6 and went to bed, leaving the rest of the assignment for tomorrow (which is today, because I am late).
Mentally speaking, it was okay near the beginning and got worse as the day went on, except part of the afternoon. I expected this to happen, given that my research project is a major stressor and thus depressive state trigger. But that's more of a story for another day (today)...
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