And so it ends.
Today was pretty good actually. Got up and figured out that I still can't fix my bike. The bolts I need to remove seem to have corroded shut and I can't get them to budge even with WD-40. So I guess I'll get a cheap impact driver and some allen bits to fix that up (or see if the campus bicycle center has some. That might be a good errand to run. Annoying to pull off those). I really don't want to cut anything if I can avoid it, since I didn't get a replacement bottom bracket.
Took my bike to church today so I could stay for choir afterwards (the choir is seriously in need of male voices and I guess I can help). Kinda cold on the way there but the way back was quite nice. Actually participated in sunday school. A lot. I guess I had things to say. Probably should have spoken less; I can command a room pretty easily when I want to but I don't necessarily like doing that (well, I do but I shouldn't). Especially since most people aren't used to econ seminar style discussed, where interrupt whenever you want and can do that because everyone is so strong willed. Came home at second lunch (or I guess lunch since 10:30 is kinda early for first lunch), played vidya and talked with a friend. Played more vidya, participated in a short family call, ate dinner. Wrote this. I've been avoiding my work email all weekend so can't wait for that tomorrow.
Someone at church asked how I was doing. I said I was doing okay and she replied that I didn't sound it and to feel free to reach out if needed. I really appreciated that, but weirdly enough today is the first day in a while where I've truly felt okay. Good even. Certainly the best I've felt in over a month and if I'm gonna be honest, probably 90th percentile for the past six months at least (last semester sucked too, but for slightly different reasons than this semester). Even Christmas time was very stressful for me (so many people and I felt trapped on account that I basically was between geography and weather).
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