You know it's actually not been too hot. Or rather, the humidity has been down so the 80s have been more bearable than they were a few weeks ago. But it's still gonna be marked as dog days for a while.
Sunday I got up at 7 and decided that running while fasting was probably a bad idea after all so I went back to sleep instead. Church was fine, it was weird only showing up a few minutes early. Didn't participate much in sunday school (was working on some family things) and testimony meeting was very average (which is fine!). Waited around for like an hour after church because roommate had meetings.
Got home, sat around a bit, did some reading and eventually decided to go running (after eating of course). Was going to do a 10-10.3 mile course but my headphones died and I didn't want to do that long of a run without them (I was all ready to use Analphabetapolothology since it's only just a tad too short for the 10:00 pace on that course). So I decided to do speed training. Mapped out a 3 mile (actually like 3.2 mile) course, set my timer for 27 minutes (so a 9:00 pace...for three miles) and started running. I was doing drills where I'd run fast for 30 seconds and then run at normal pace for a minute. Well I made it in exactly 27 minutes, which means my actual pace was like 8:30. Felt like dying afterwards.
Rest of the night was DnD prep. I'm creating a discord server to organize my open table so I've been working on that. Made a logo in paint. Messed around with different hex map programs. Stayed up till like 2:30 working on this hence not making a blog post.
This morning I intended to go shopping for Tuesday but was lazy getting out of bed. So I didn't. Made it to the office around noon and worked on various things there. Mostly cleaned out my desk but I'll do the actual move Wednesday. FHE was a family history night, I shared a story about how my (probable) 14-great grandfather was one of the printers of the original KJV bible. It was very silly and I played into my whole "all my stories are ambiguously true" vibe. Went home and didn't work. Decided I should go to bed at a reasonable time tonight.
I need to actually get up early to shop tomorrow (the dish I'm doing takes about 3 hours, though most of that is boiling meat. I can do spice prep during that time). I also told my advisor I'd send back my edits by noon and I've barely done any so far. And there's a bunch of emails to respond to, mostly about moving my defense date back.
I tagged this with music because I listened to quite a few things worth mentioning. First is the Front Bottoms' You Are Who You Hang Out With. It was fine. Some of the songs work really well (like basically all the singles and "Batman" really got to me too) others were just alright. Decent album but not one of my top ones for the year. I also listened to somethings I haven't heard before. Prawn's Kingfisher was pretty good, though I do see why it gets criticized for having too samey sounding songs on it. I absolutely love its album art, shame that posters are out of print. Today I listened to Crying's double EP Getting Olde/Second Wind. It's a mix of power pop and chiptunes, which is fairly interesting. I quite liked it.
Emotionally feeling fine. Too good maybe? I'm always so paranoid about that, but I've been tired rather than hyper and aggressive/confident so I don't think I'm going hypomanic. Not that staying up till 3 working on a project is a good sign. I still feel a bit of imposter syndrome about my diagnosis but I think the meds are working (hard to say, seeing as I started them in a good time and all) and when I go back through the records there's just no denying it. So I dunno.
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